I've come to realize (a long while ago) that I'm really truly not afraid of death. I could be putting up a front, or playing the tough guy or girl or whatever, but deep down inside when I'm honest with myself I truly believe that I'm not afraid. And I don't think it's a bad thing at all. I sort of feel like I'm living in an entirely different world. I don't think it's the slightest bit depressing but rather a matter of fact. I think life is highly incredibly terribly boring. Maybe the true fact of the matter is that life is boring me to death for all I know. I think death is a beautiful curiosity. In your whole entire life, it's the only thing you can ever count on. Only thing you can ever count on? Death seems like a pretty good friend to me, death sounds like a fucking bff. Maybe death and I will go to the mall later...